After sleeping for four hours today, I really felt the need to update my blog…but the inspiration didn’t come as how I expected so I waited.
Now, I regret that I’ve waited.
What we all know about it is that it bring so much disappointment and pain; I couldn’t agree more. We can’t help it! People come into our lives and give us reasons to expect from them and the next thing you’ll know is that you’re dumbfounded — amazed by the pain of seeing your world crumble down. Yes, because you were lured into the ugly world of expectations where hearts shatter and promises are broken unceasingly.
“I thought you were different.”
As much as possible, I avoid telling that to someone who deliberately caused me pain and brought in loads of disappointments into my life. As much as possible, I try to look at that “brighter side” which the optimists keep on talking about and see the beauty in pain. Is there even beauty in pain? Why does my question have to be that nonsense?